i still can't believe it! HEATH LEDGER, DEAD?! this can't be true. i'm gonna wake up tomorrow and this was all just a very bad and stupid dream.
i just had to post here and get this off my chest. it's just so unbelievably sad :( poor michelle, poor matilda...

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picspam in memory of heath <3 R.I.P.)
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And I know i'm not posting in my journal anymore. My pc wasn't working for the last 2 month and besides that i kinda had to realise how much time i spend for making icons and such actually kinda senseless stuff. I have a real life going on around me and i have to focus on that especially with my last written examinations being in a few month and my last year school etc. please forgive me for being like this and for being such a bad lj-friend. i just think real life is more important right know. and srsly you can't really enjoy your life and have friends when you sit in front of your pc for more than 10hours a day like i did a few month ago. i think i'm gonna post more explanation and stuff in a few days. there has been a lot of changes in my life. most weren't very easy. but in the end they weren't even that bad at all. thank you for still reading my journal and being interested in me (esspecially you steph although i've read you have a lot going on in your own life right now *hugs* )